Recently, i've been singing this song..
"Down at your feet oh Lord,
Is the most high place.
In your presence Lord,
I seek your face, I seek your face...~
There is no higher calling,
No greater honour,
Than to bow and kneel before Your Throne..~
I'm amazed by Your Glory,
Embraced by Your mercy,
O Lord, I live to worship You..~"
I had forgotten how it was like to just sit down before God and to worship and sing to him. I use to do that. In my uni hostel. I'll take put my guitar, sing, praise worship.. for hours on end. With no clear purpose in mind.
I just wanted to sing to Him.
And God brought back this memory to me, when i was at OPM last week.
He said.. "Will you sing to me once again?.."
My heart broke.
So this holidays I shall do my best to find time, and just to do this. Read my bible what so ever. It doesnt really need any purpose. Not to have divine revalations. Not to have peace of heart.. Not to have anything.
I just want to sing, worship and tell Him, how much I miss Him.. and love Him..
It doesnt matter even if i don't have anything back in return. =)
This is my way of telling Jesus.
I love You.
Monday, 2 November 2009
Monday, 26 October 2009
Lessons Learned..
I've learned that:
People are funny. While people might not love you, you can still love them.
People are not perfect. They say things they don't mean and mean things they don't say. Trust them anyway.
People need time to learn. Give them space to grow.
Even though you can go through a tough time, your world need not collapse. There are people who will still need you to be strong for them.
You're never alone. Though you might feel that way, people around you will gather around you to support you.
While it takes two hands to clap and two people to walk together. It just take 1 person to simply walk away.
Responsibility and commitment will come in when all else fail. It simply wont do just to cut everything away and run.
There's nothing free in this world. Someone always have to pay the price.
While you can love a person deeply, sometimes people don't feel the same way about you.
Words matter alot. The things you say and put across, or even post up in facebook will be looked upon and scrutinized. Wisdom is needed.
The strength of a person is not determined by the amount of weights that he can carry, but the intensity of the fire he can go through and the weight of the burden upon his shoulders.
The capacity of a man is not determined by the amount of money he can earn, or the number of things he can do, but the depth of suffering he is capable of going through and yet come out victorious.
While your word might be your bond, sometimes, the other party may not really have the same belief.
Jesus is the only absolute in life. Nothing else is.
Life goes on, no matter what.
People don't often appreciate what they have, until they have lost it.
Regardless of whatever that happens. Keep on loving. Because Love never fails.
Love till the end. Else it isn't love.
Huat ah!
People are funny. While people might not love you, you can still love them.
People are not perfect. They say things they don't mean and mean things they don't say. Trust them anyway.
People need time to learn. Give them space to grow.
Even though you can go through a tough time, your world need not collapse. There are people who will still need you to be strong for them.
You're never alone. Though you might feel that way, people around you will gather around you to support you.
While it takes two hands to clap and two people to walk together. It just take 1 person to simply walk away.
Responsibility and commitment will come in when all else fail. It simply wont do just to cut everything away and run.
There's nothing free in this world. Someone always have to pay the price.
While you can love a person deeply, sometimes people don't feel the same way about you.
Words matter alot. The things you say and put across, or even post up in facebook will be looked upon and scrutinized. Wisdom is needed.
The strength of a person is not determined by the amount of weights that he can carry, but the intensity of the fire he can go through and the weight of the burden upon his shoulders.
The capacity of a man is not determined by the amount of money he can earn, or the number of things he can do, but the depth of suffering he is capable of going through and yet come out victorious.
While your word might be your bond, sometimes, the other party may not really have the same belief.
Jesus is the only absolute in life. Nothing else is.
Life goes on, no matter what.
People don't often appreciate what they have, until they have lost it.
Regardless of whatever that happens. Keep on loving. Because Love never fails.
Love till the end. Else it isn't love.
Huat ah!
Saturday, 17 October 2009
我等到花儿也谢了
每个人都在问我到底还在等什么 Everyone asks me what I am waiting for
等到春夏秋冬都过了难道还不够 Is waiting for countless four seasons not enough ?
其实是因为我的心有一个缺口 Actually it's because my heart has an emptiness within
等待拿走的人把它还给我 Waiting for the person who took it away to give it
back to me
每个人都在说这种爱情没有结果 Everyone says this kind of love leads to no future
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我 In truth, I also know you will never be able to love me
其实我只是希望你有时想一想我 Actually I only wish that you can think about me sometimes
你却已经渐渐渐渐什么都不再说 Yet you silence is the only answer that you return to me..
我睡不着的时候 , When I am unable to sleep,
会不会有人陪着我 is there anyone to accompany me
我难过的时候 , When I am feeling sad and down,
会不会有人安慰我 is there anyone to comfort me
我想说话的时候 , When I am in need to talk,
会不会有人了解我 is there anyone who understands me
我忘不了你的时候, When I can't forget you,
你会不会来疼我 will you come and dote on me and love me ?
你知不知道 , 你知不知道 Do you know, don't you know...
我等到花儿也谢了 I've waited till the flowers have withered away..
你知不知道 , 你知不知道 Do you know, don't you know...
我等到花儿也谢了 I've waited till the have flowers have faded away..
等到春夏秋冬都过了难道还不够 Is waiting for countless four seasons not enough ?
其实是因为我的心有一个缺口 Actually it's because my heart has an emptiness within
等待拿走的人把它还给我 Waiting for the person who took it away to give it
back to me
每个人都在说这种爱情没有结果 Everyone says this kind of love leads to no future
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我 In truth, I also know you will never be able to love me
其实我只是希望你有时想一想我 Actually I only wish that you can think about me sometimes
你却已经渐渐渐渐什么都不再说 Yet you silence is the only answer that you return to me..
我睡不着的时候 , When I am unable to sleep,
会不会有人陪着我 is there anyone to accompany me
我难过的时候 , When I am feeling sad and down,
会不会有人安慰我 is there anyone to comfort me
我想说话的时候 , When I am in need to talk,
会不会有人了解我 is there anyone who understands me
我忘不了你的时候, When I can't forget you,
你会不会来疼我 will you come and dote on me and love me ?
你知不知道 , 你知不知道 Do you know, don't you know...
我等到花儿也谢了 I've waited till the flowers have withered away..
你知不知道 , 你知不知道 Do you know, don't you know...
我等到花儿也谢了 I've waited till the have flowers have faded away..
Sunday, 5 July 2009
Signs
A very good clip, in the world where we live in today, though sometimes, we're surrounded by people all the time, sometimes we may feel all alone. Or are we?
Friday, 3 July 2009
Update again!!
Hey All,
It's great to be able to seat here and blog to my heart's content again. Its been a tough week. I've had this serious fever that nearly took me home. haha, no joke. i've visited the doctor 3 times. within the span of 2 days!
What happened was that i developed a slight cough on monday night. Following the advice of my P, i decided to pay the doc a visit on tues and no turn up in school. towards tues evening, i started to develop a fever and started to have a real bad headache as well. by Wed morning, the fever reached a high of 38.1 degrees.
It would only continue to go up.
I visited the doctor again, who told me to take panadols and gave me 2 more days of MC. I reached home, by than my fever had hit 38.6. When my mum came home, she decided to drag me to TTSH for a swab test.
However due to the recent MOH policies, they didnt give me one, as they would only give swap tests to those who have had close contacts with actual H1N1 patients. That being so, to be on the safe side, they gave me 6 days MC and sent me home.
It was terrible. Through it all, I had diarreaoh, vomitting, and my fever peaked at 38.9, there was a period of time which i suddenly felt like vomitting, but could, and i started to break out in cold sweat. I really sweated, alot, it was as if I had run finish a marathon, only thing is that i was extremely cold, and ill at the period of time.
That aside, I've been trying to find out as much as i can about songs of all genere. I realised that I do not like just any kinds of music. But once I like the melody or tune, i would do my best to find and dig it out. Classical, Rock, as long as it is nice. haha Guess it suits the none-conformist me huh.
Moonflower, its a nice tune. =)
It's great to be able to seat here and blog to my heart's content again. Its been a tough week. I've had this serious fever that nearly took me home. haha, no joke. i've visited the doctor 3 times. within the span of 2 days!
What happened was that i developed a slight cough on monday night. Following the advice of my P, i decided to pay the doc a visit on tues and no turn up in school. towards tues evening, i started to develop a fever and started to have a real bad headache as well. by Wed morning, the fever reached a high of 38.1 degrees.
It would only continue to go up.
I visited the doctor again, who told me to take panadols and gave me 2 more days of MC. I reached home, by than my fever had hit 38.6. When my mum came home, she decided to drag me to TTSH for a swab test.
However due to the recent MOH policies, they didnt give me one, as they would only give swap tests to those who have had close contacts with actual H1N1 patients. That being so, to be on the safe side, they gave me 6 days MC and sent me home.
It was terrible. Through it all, I had diarreaoh, vomitting, and my fever peaked at 38.9, there was a period of time which i suddenly felt like vomitting, but could, and i started to break out in cold sweat. I really sweated, alot, it was as if I had run finish a marathon, only thing is that i was extremely cold, and ill at the period of time.
That aside, I've been trying to find out as much as i can about songs of all genere. I realised that I do not like just any kinds of music. But once I like the melody or tune, i would do my best to find and dig it out. Classical, Rock, as long as it is nice. haha Guess it suits the none-conformist me huh.
Moonflower, its a nice tune. =)
Monday, 15 June 2009
Change?
Have I really changed?
I wonder that to myself many times.
Looking back a few years ago. i feel that i'm very much still me.
Perhaps perspective wise, i look at certain things differently.
Perhaps I'm more sensitive to the needs of people around me.
Perhaps due to certain knowledge and experiences i've gone through, I react to situations differently.
Praise God for the change. (thats what people tell me anyway.. )
Me? i still think I'm very much me.
Selfish at times, Self-centered, haughty, proud.. and the list goes on.. I really feel that its the grace of God that saw me through so far. So much more to change, but i need to. Someday I want to be a blessing to my family. Whoever that is, whenever that is, Just like abraham, i want to be a blessing to the people around me.
hmm...
change.. so much more to discipline myself. Father, give me your grace!
I wonder that to myself many times.
Looking back a few years ago. i feel that i'm very much still me.
Perhaps perspective wise, i look at certain things differently.
Perhaps I'm more sensitive to the needs of people around me.
Perhaps due to certain knowledge and experiences i've gone through, I react to situations differently.
Praise God for the change. (thats what people tell me anyway.. )
Me? i still think I'm very much me.
Selfish at times, Self-centered, haughty, proud.. and the list goes on.. I really feel that its the grace of God that saw me through so far. So much more to change, but i need to. Someday I want to be a blessing to my family. Whoever that is, whenever that is, Just like abraham, i want to be a blessing to the people around me.
hmm...
change.. so much more to discipline myself. Father, give me your grace!
Monday, 8 June 2009
Update updates!
hello peeps, been sometime since i've updated the site.
Hmm, 1 week after i bought the car, i got into an accident. It's a long story, anyway, i was in the wrong, and well, i paid for the person's repair and cab fare. It set me back $450. -_-" OUCH,
than just when i've settled that case, some one drove past me and hit my mirror. Worst of all, he claims its my fault!! -_-"
Thankfully, in both instances, my car was not damaged in any way. Praise God!
The Holidays have also finally arrived! (Time for some R&R) I hope.. haha
Hmm, 1 week after i bought the car, i got into an accident. It's a long story, anyway, i was in the wrong, and well, i paid for the person's repair and cab fare. It set me back $450. -_-" OUCH,
than just when i've settled that case, some one drove past me and hit my mirror. Worst of all, he claims its my fault!! -_-"
Thankfully, in both instances, my car was not damaged in any way. Praise God!
The Holidays have also finally arrived! (Time for some R&R) I hope.. haha
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