Change?

Have I really changed?

I wonder that to myself many times.

Looking back a few years ago. i feel that i'm very much still me.

Perhaps perspective wise, i look at certain things differently.

Perhaps I'm more sensitive to the needs of people around me.

Perhaps due to certain knowledge and experiences i've gone through, I react to situations differently.

Praise God for the change. (thats what people tell me anyway.. )

Me? i still think I'm very much me.

Selfish at times, Self-centered, haughty, proud.. and the list goes on.. I really feel that its the grace of God that saw me through so far. So much more to change, but i need to. Someday I want to be a blessing to my family. Whoever that is, whenever that is, Just like abraham, i want to be a blessing to the people around me.

hmm...

change.. so much more to discipline myself. Father, give me your grace!