Change?

Have I really changed?

I wonder that to myself many times.

Looking back a few years ago. i feel that i'm very much still me.

Perhaps perspective wise, i look at certain things differently.

Perhaps I'm more sensitive to the needs of people around me.

Perhaps due to certain knowledge and experiences i've gone through, I react to situations differently.

Praise God for the change. (thats what people tell me anyway.. )

Me? i still think I'm very much me.

Selfish at times, Self-centered, haughty, proud.. and the list goes on.. I really feel that its the grace of God that saw me through so far. So much more to change, but i need to. Someday I want to be a blessing to my family. Whoever that is, whenever that is, Just like abraham, i want to be a blessing to the people around me.

hmm...

change.. so much more to discipline myself. Father, give me your grace!

Update updates!

hello peeps, been sometime since i've updated the site.

Hmm, 1 week after i bought the car, i got into an accident. It's a long story, anyway, i was in the wrong, and well, i paid for the person's repair and cab fare. It set me back $450. -_-" OUCH,

than just when i've settled that case, some one drove past me and hit my mirror. Worst of all, he claims its my fault!! -_-"

Thankfully, in both instances, my car was not damaged in any way. Praise God!

The Holidays have also finally arrived! (Time for some R&R) I hope.. haha

My Car

Posted this in my FB too. =) Sure feels good being able to get my own car. Thank God for His Grace and providence. Without You, where would I be today? Truely oh God, your blessings add no sorrows with it. =)

Abit more photos.

My colleagues, me, agnesm jared and poh lin.



Thats my CCA cadets.. not all of them, but well, at least some of them. Can you spot me? =)

Me and 2 of my Cadet Inspectors.

CAM WHORE!!!

I took this in the toilet, its the only place where there is a mirror. Haha, i decided to take some photos because. 1) I'm in uniform!! 2) Bored. 3) I've never cam whored myself before. haha

Tried it from another angle..

Without any smiles..

with some smiles..

Hmm, i took more, but with my cadets.. and they're in their cameras! Got to wait till i have them before uploading them here. haha.

Speech Day,.. tiring day, but well.. it's sure fun!

Last day before speech day~

Tomorrow's speech day in school. So today i shall try to go back earlier, after all, there's a combined CGM tonight at RW. Excited about what Pst's going to share.

My collegue remarked that i'm addicted to my blackberry and that i need to be delivered from it. I'm like.. "har"?

No seriously I think its funny, haha, but i guess if she knows why i use the black berry so often, it will be much better, which is what i did. (My blackberry contains alot of e-books, and i use it often to sms, msn, email, read the bible on it, read my wuxia stories on it.)

Hmm, looking forward to tomorrow, hope i can take plenty of nice pictures, after which i shall attempt to upload it all here..

my attempt to cam whore the other time failed. haha

well, laters..

This is our God

Heard this song over the weekend, not the first time though. Solid Song, I'm practicing it on the guitar the whole day (as in the free time) too. Just playing the intro alone caused heaven to be opened up in my room. Presence of God just came flooding in. Such an anointed song.

As i play and sing, I'm reminded of His goodness, of what He have done for my life this past 20 over years of my walk with Him. God is good, his blessings add no sorrows with it. Longing so much to be more like Him everyday. I can't help but cry everytime the song is sung. (not emo lar.. you will know when you're with me and when you sing it..)

Looking ahead to a fantastic 2009! Thank you lord!