Change?

Have I really changed?

I wonder that to myself many times.

Looking back a few years ago. i feel that i'm very much still me.

Perhaps perspective wise, i look at certain things differently.

Perhaps I'm more sensitive to the needs of people around me.

Perhaps due to certain knowledge and experiences i've gone through, I react to situations differently.

Praise God for the change. (thats what people tell me anyway.. )

Me? i still think I'm very much me.

Selfish at times, Self-centered, haughty, proud.. and the list goes on.. I really feel that its the grace of God that saw me through so far. So much more to change, but i need to. Someday I want to be a blessing to my family. Whoever that is, whenever that is, Just like abraham, i want to be a blessing to the people around me.

hmm...

change.. so much more to discipline myself. Father, give me your grace!

Update updates!

hello peeps, been sometime since i've updated the site.

Hmm, 1 week after i bought the car, i got into an accident. It's a long story, anyway, i was in the wrong, and well, i paid for the person's repair and cab fare. It set me back $450. -_-" OUCH,

than just when i've settled that case, some one drove past me and hit my mirror. Worst of all, he claims its my fault!! -_-"

Thankfully, in both instances, my car was not damaged in any way. Praise God!

The Holidays have also finally arrived! (Time for some R&R) I hope.. haha