Sigh...

Just got a call from the sales.. told me to prepare to wait till 30th Apr 09. WHY WHY WHY??? Got to wait so long. Maybe the colour thing is right.. sigh.. got to press on. Gal 6:9 says "So don't get tired of doing what is good. Don't get discouraged and give up, for we will reap a harvest of blessing at the appropriate time. " (NLT) Wonder when is that time.. BUT, just got to keep on keeping on lo.

Been trying to read the bible more too recently. Got to get back into shape once again.

The Week???

why such a title you must be wondering.. cause.. anytime now.. IT is coming!! haha!! IT is supposed to be here this Wednesday. Hope after registration and all, I can get it earlier.. So assuming that IT comes on Wednesday, then they CHNG it for me.. HOPE i can get it maybe friday? Latest Sat?? Haha..

In case you are wondering what is IT.

it is...

Colour thingy..

Did a personality test..

you guys can try it too

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

Name: Eugene
Date: 4/12/2009
Colorgenics Number: 51432670

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You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.

Something funny i found on the net.. haha.. so true right?

Resurrection Sunday!

Today is Easter Sunday! Aside from all the rabbits and eggs,.. which i feel have totally no relation as to how Jesus came to die for us, I would think that it is a day to be thankful to God. For the things He has done for us.

Watched the drama a few times. Cried as many times as I've watched the drama.

Not being a sissy here ya? (neither am I being a SNAG) But I would think that who am I, that He would come and die for me? I had nothing, the one who is to be blamed. Yet He took it all upon Himself, and took my place upon the cross.

Thank you Jesus.

Today's gonna be another busy day for me, I need to finish my papers. And its gonna be a real hectic week. There's a school camp on in school. Guess I'm probably going to burn Wednesday, till Saturday camping in school.

Next week isn't much better. With Speech Day on a Friday the 24th Apr, i guess that week's pretty much shot too.

I really need a life. (At least at this point of time.)

Guess teaching isn't all about magic..

hmm..

He..

The Hammer rose and fell swiftly, the point of impact upon the nail, driving its full 3 inches through the wrist of his hand, piecing it, through tendon and sinew. It tore through veins, shattered wood and went into the rough wooden beam. Blood flowed freely. The Man, in agony, willed himself to endure the pain that coursed through His body. As the hammer again rose and fell again and again. The Man could feel the heartbeat of that soldier. Looking at the soldier who brutally carried on his blood work, he knew that the soldier was wonderfully made, a perfect creation of His. He breathed, in ragged breaths as the soldier went over His other side to resume his work. He saw through His bruised eye, the only one not closed, because of the swelling upon His face, the multitudes laughing, jeering, snearing at Him.

His thoughts ran rampent. Is He to die for them? And He felt within Him, the Love that He bore towards them. And His thoughts focused upon the only one that mattered. As he forced Himself up to breath, His back rasped against the rough wooden beam, His back covered with the hundreds of open wounds rubbed against the thousands of splinters forcing many of them into His flesh. Raggedly the Man cried out "Forgive them Father, for They Do not know what they do!"

In the Heavens above, He saw that bloody, bruised mess of flesh. He tensed as He saw that His Beloved Son was being treated like so. A Million memories of Him ran through His mind, of them one stood promient. "I'm willing to go Father. Send me to them.." His Emotions ran within His Great being. Stregthening His Resolve, He allowed it.

The Sins of the world, past, present and future gathered around this tiny mountain. As it came together, the darkness, the stench of evil permeated the atmosphere. And It came upon the figure upon the cross.

The Father, unable to see the sight of His only child, was forced to turn away...

And for once, the Son, felt the eyes of His Father, turning away. Leaving Him alone. Facing It alone. For once, saddness coursed through Him as He cried out ""Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"

"My God, My God, WHY HAVE Thou FORSAKEN ME??!"

As seconds ticked by, He felt the darkness, the sickness, the evils of a thousand generation permeating Him. And He knew that soon it would be completed.

Time passed, Seconds turned to minutes, Minutes into hours. As a drizzle began, He knew that It is finished. Turning His eyes towards Him, He cried out with the last of His strength. "IT IS FINISHED!!"

With that cry, the Earth Shattered, buildings crumbled and the Veil, that Seperated He and US was torn asunder. With the death of the saviour. Salvation is now, completed..

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Back?

Man, a year has come and by. A part of me missed blogging very much. It has always been a time when i can seat and think and resort out the things in my life. Still, i don't have much time to blog. haha. But i promise to come and update as much as i can.

after moving my computer to the hall. I do get more time in communicating with my parents. Moving the com out is a great idea. (though i think the plan worked too well,.. now i cannot blog with out being interrupted afew times.) Haiz, I think my parents missed me too much. Hahaha But, I think things will smoothen out over time. =)